Nothing beats music.

I should start a label and name it that


January 23rd, 2017 + 5:01 AM  ·  PuppetXeno

Working on new music projects, I will upload new material on BandAMP again. Although I also updated my Soundcloud account, the time limitations of Soundcloud uploads (3 hours max) makes it less interesting to use that as a "main" hosting site. I have put up some old archive material there.

Also, some material has made it to the online stores (iTunes and the like - go check it out for the Psicopilot EP) - the more polished and themed productions will be published commercially. Demos and rehearsal outtakes will be featured here on BandAMP.

And I can be found on ReverbNation, but I am not using that site as actively. I still prefer BandAMP for user interface 


November 29th, 2012 + 4:11 AM  ·  PuppetXeno

Hi, to any who will read this.

So I've been away from the Amp for quite a long time, though this doesn't mean that my care for the site and it's members have in any way diminished. Not in the least!

It was a shock for me to read that Ralph (Flyer7747) passed away, but I'm glad someone took the effort to let me know. And then I read about TritonKeyboarder's loss of his dog Cedric last year, and more recently, his mom. Wow, has it been that long ago since I last visited them? Although it shouldn't be too hard for me to log into BandAMP periodically and stay up to speed with things, it's somehow faded from my system.

This is mainly because there's been a lot of things going on in my life. I'm in a job transition period (which stretches across many month, over half a year now and there's no end to it yet) and I've been playing in a new band (Mistaken Saints) while my old band UMF has kicked the bucket. We're currently working on recording an album and we have a bunch of gigs coming up.

Also, I've sought medical attention to learn to deal with (as it turns out) a sleeping disorder and have been diagnosed with being on the autism spectrum along the way (yey) and as a result I've experienced massive "untangling" and "growth" of my persona over the past year. Positive stuff.

Then my father was diagnosed with prostate cancer and was subsequently succesfully prostatectomized, so hopefully that's the end of that, but it's been a tense time for the family. Unfortunately some other people close by weren't as fortunate and sadly fell away before their time... A lot of sad news seems to be reaching me these days. Such is life, I suppose.

Anyway, I will put it in my system to periodically check back on the Amp. There's great people on here, and not in the least, some very good music too.

And it is my intent to keep adding to that in futures to come.



One More Thing

June 26th, 2012 + 4:06 PM  ·  PuppetXeno

I made it to the next level of Radiation Officer. This was an academic level course and I scored an 8 out of 10

I am very proud of this achievement, not in the least as this opens doors to new jobs at the company I work for (and that means a better paycheck although welcome, I care little for monetary gain)

Today, the manager congratulated me on my success and I was handed a book called The Physics Book: From the Big Bang to Quantum Resurrection (Sterling Publishing. ISBN 978-1-4027-7861-2)

Pretty damn awesome!

These days I'm enjoying life a lot (how different that can be )


February 20th, 2009 + 12:02 PM  ·  PuppetXeno

Quite a while ago I did a gig with Grainshifter which wasn't only a lot of fun, it was recorded for a local TV station aswell. The YouTube version of the broadcast is here:


Yey I'm famous!

Two Things

January 27th, 2009 + 11:01 AM  ·  PuppetXeno

1) I'm old! Oh no!
2) I got my diploma for Radiation Officer! Hoorah!

Ok to come back to 1)

My mother gave me the awesomest birthday present:

It's a painting of the family dog she made... It's beautiful, she really captured his character entirely.
and it's life-sized, he looks as big in the picture as he was in reality.

 (Bruise 7- 11- 1990 / 14 - 5 - 2007)

Halloween special

October 18th, 2019 + 7:10 PM  ·  PuppetXeno

Okay I botched posting songs, and I can't delete this post,




Well it's something to listen to... 

Thrown Away My Face

August 18th, 2018 + 6:08 PM  ·  PuppetXeno

Thrown away my Face is a track I originally composed in 1993, at the early beginnings of my musician's carreer. Over the years, it has gone through many iterations and re-imaginations. It was subject to a remix competition right here on BandAMP as well in which contestants won T-shirts.

As a two-chord song, each individual recording heavily relies on the instrumental arrangement more than it's musical composition. The last version dating from 2012 already, it was time for a new one. Also, the song itself celebrates it's 25th anniversary this year (2018), which I realized after finishing the track.

This version is influenced by experiences I had at a festival in july this year, I tried to capture the atmosphere of that festival as I perceived it. The very original recording was also based on experiences I had at an underground club so there you have it - full circle.

But I doubt it not, there will be new versions in the future. This track has become something of a "benchmark" song, not so much in recording quality but more as a "how is life for me these days" kind of way.


Long Shot

August 23rd, 2017 + 6:08 AM  ·  PuppetXeno

In a fit of inspiration, I recently recorded a few songs, and this was the finale of that batch.


firing shots into the unkown
already lost inside a dead zone
no walls at all to run into
no prayers and thoughts that can reach you
a realm of fading memory
like slipping away under the sea
with a side of anxiety

forever life under construction
poised to rake the interaction
and the fallen cried to reroll dice
but it all went down with the other lies
and none to witness the sacrifice...

Stupid for a day

January 16th, 2017 + 1:01 PM  ·  PuppetXeno

This is a demo I presented to the band. We are now working on a proper band version of this song.


Cut (extended)

January 23rd, 2015 + 1:01 PM  ·  PuppetXeno

The first version was called "The Automutilation Radio Cut" because it was under three minutes and more in-your-face, hence ready for radio (but not kiddies radio)

The lyrics are here

I reused that recording and remixed the subluminal parts more to the front and jumbled some things together at the end, so it became an album version. But by uploading it, I kinda forfeit the chance of a commercial release of this... haha!

Nevermind that, I just "aim to please, at my parties"
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